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Digital Media 1
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1 |
That Which Is Safe
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3:20
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2 |
Tender Green
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4:37
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3 |
Understanding Healing
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2:15
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4 |
All the Things I Was Too Scared To Say
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2:53
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5 |
We Build Our Castles In the Air
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4:12
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6 |
Du Sang
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6:37
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7 |
Road To Himeji
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3:00
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8 |
But A Sound
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1:31
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9 |
An Amputation
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4:22
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10 |
The Hand That Rests On My Shoulder
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4:52
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11 |
One Day We Will No Longer Hurt
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4:56
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12 |
To Be Gentle
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2:48
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13 |
Flesh and Blood, Bone and Dream
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4:19
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14 |
If You Are Reading This
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7:15
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15 |
Insurmountable
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3:33
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16 |
7/14/19
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4:41
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17 |
The Thought of Losing You Terrifies Me
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10:00
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18 |
Every Day
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2:00
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19 |
An Ardent Light
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5:12
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20 |
Ephemeral and Endless
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5:17
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21 |
Aftermath
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4:03
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22 |
You Have Left Us, But Shades of Blonde Still Remind Me of You Like Wisps of Love
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6:57
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23 |
I Was Brought To the Water By Bleak and Shimmering Bursts of Light
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2:46
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24 |
If You Don't Like What You See When You Look In the Mirror, Don't Look / I Don't Care
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3:24
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25 |
And I Conceded To the Incessant Noise of Flies and Insects Swarming My Body
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2:50
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26 |
I Love You and I Am Sorry
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5:55
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27 |
To Break the Thought Preemptively
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7:09
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28 |
My Skull-Sized Kingdom Closes Its Eyes To You
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3:26
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29 |
Callow and Joyous / Repurposed
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3:13
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30 |
Practicing Self-Love / Concepts in Newfound Motion
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4:26
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31 |
What Keeps Me Here When I Don't Feel Like I Am Enough To Stay
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1:48
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32 |
Static In My Head / Contributions To A Marred Mental Health
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3:28
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33 |
I Will Not Forgive You
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5:38
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34 |
Looming
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4:59
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35 |
Spiritual Pruning
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5:12
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36 |
As Long As I Am With You When It Ends
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5:42
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37 |
I Fear of Your Death and It Rips Me Apart
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9:07
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38 |
A Thousand Words
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2:58
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39 |
Anesthetize
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3:34
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40 |
I Think of You Every Day
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3:20
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41 |
Ghosts Lingering Within the Confines of My Head
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2:34
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42 |
The Letter "I"
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12:05
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43 |
For Claire
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4:30
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44 |
Hyperextension
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2:32
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45 |
The Depths of Our Trauma Is The Well From Which We Draw Our Compassion
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7:12
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46 |
We Will Eventually Let Go
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20:10
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47 |
Exhale
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4:03
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48 |
Splintered
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3:30
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49 |
Inseperable
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2:17
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50 |
Absence
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4:00
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51 |
Inner Child
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8:31
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52 |
a moment that passes through us
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4:09
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53 |
i want to go back to where the only things that mattered were you
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4:52
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54 |
swollen memories
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5:40
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55 |
433
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4:33
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56 |
desperately trying to be heard
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4:54
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57 |
the sky is pink and i am dying
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6:36
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58 |
broken chords / miasma
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8:08
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59 |
Attachment
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4:40
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60 |
I Am What I Always Was
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3:45
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61 |
Bellwether
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3:28
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62 |
Deterred Route
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4:32
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63 |
Gleaming and Gone
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4:16
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64 |
In the Middle of Everything
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1:48
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65 |
Greenhug
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5:14
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66 |
Lingering In My Dreams
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2:15
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67 |
Cryptic Last Words of an Old Man
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5:12
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68 |
I Am Unafraid
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4:30
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69 |
A Thousand Words
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2:56
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70 |
Radiator Tubes
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0:38
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71 |
Impulses
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4:26
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72 |
Miasma
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5:32
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73 |
Hell Is Real and It Rots In My Brain
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7:18
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74 |
Wounded
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5:49
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75 |
I Will Not Go
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2:04
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76 |
I Love You and I Will Not Let Them Hurt You Anymore
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3:02
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77 |
Cinders
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0:56
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78 |
Void of Joy
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5:20
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79 |
Paralyzed
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1:44
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80 |
Confronting Defeatism
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2:53
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81 |
I Love You and I Will Never Forgive Myself
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4:10
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82 |
First Movement
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2:33
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83 |
Second Movement
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3:34
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84 |
Third Movement
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4:06
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85 |
Fourth Movement
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3:44
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86 |
Fifth Movement
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2:59
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87 |
Sixth Movement
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5:20
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88 |
Seventh Movement
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1:48
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89 |
Eighth Movement
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6:46
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90 |
Callow and Joyous
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1:50
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91 |
Losing Sight of What Keeps Me Here
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3:32
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92 |
Peace Be Still
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3:05
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93 |
I Miss You
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9:23
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94 |
Without You, I Am Nothing
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4:57
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95 |
Sometimes
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1:24
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96 |
Without
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1:04
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97 |
Citrus Trees
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1:47
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98 |
Matylda
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2:32
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99 |
You Sound Throughout Everything
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0:59
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100 |
Love Is The Only Way Out
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0:35
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101 |
Aching
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0:23
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102 |
Ineffable
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2:38
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103 |
All the Things I Was Too Scared To Say (Live)
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2:51
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104 |
Aftermath (Live)
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2:38
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105 |
I Am Unafraid (Live)
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4:25
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106 |
If You Are Reading This (Live)
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7:15
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107 |
One Day We Will No Longer Hurt (Live)
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4:58
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108 |
That Which Is Safe (Live)
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2:57
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109 |
The Thought of Losing You Terrifies Me (Live)
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10:06
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110 |
Trauma Generation Machines
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5:22
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111 |
Life Finds A Way
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1:23
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112 |
Depths
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1:28
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113 |
Webs
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2:47
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114 |
Let Go of the Illusion That It Could Be Any Different
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4:19
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115 |
143
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1:57
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116 |
I Must Transform My Pain or I Will Only Transmit It
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2:18
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117 |
May Your Magic Comfort Me
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7:58
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118 |
Unbroken Wisps of Perseverance
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6:38
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119 |
the crevices in my head are filling with black water
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3:00
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120 |
i worship what will kill me
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1:34
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121 |
it always hurts and one day it will win
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1:04
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122 |
we are all connected and we all love you
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1:08
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123 |
greenhug
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5:11
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124 |
peace be still
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3:03
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125 |
the willow tree in our backyard
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2:15
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126 |
every time
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2:40
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127 |
i have seen you and i
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1:16
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128 |
the love i have to give will not die with me
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2:10
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129 |
How Bright You Shine
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4:32
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130 |
A Love Song for the Terminally Haunted
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33:30
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131 |
Song of Myself
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6:56
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132 |
Wisps of Love (For Nikko) (Live Bonus Track)
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21:27
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